yo wats good yall. aint made one of these in a mad minute. wow. school is almost over. idk bout yall but im ready for good weather nd watnot. so wat yall been up to. get at me. i might post some recent raps up lata. get at me. and if somethins missin, yeah i took it. chris u know wat i mean. lol. yeah.lol.

i havent made one of these in a while. theres no reason for me writing this. i jus got sick of seein the other journal i made in september and i havent edited my page in a while so yeah. man where does the time go. its already the middle of fall. this school year is goin by quickly. Christmas is around the corner too. well i might make one of these again soon so yeah. and demetrius...hand.

my life has changed.i let things go to my head.it seems like i became a different person.and i regret it.now because of my words and actions i lost a good friend.ive been gettin smacked in the face so to speak lately and dont know why i said what i said.i gained forgiveness but i still feel bad causei lost someone who meant alot to me.now i sit in this chair filled with sorrow and regret knowing that its impossible to get my friend back.but this is what happens when i let things that bother me and take it out on the people trying to help.i turned my back on my friend and lost my friend over something that now seems so small.i now see how rediculous i have become after the aftermath of what i have said and done.so now im sittin here lookin stupid.once again i say im sorry and im sorry i lost ur friendship.

The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
2. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post, 8 or more persons are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave them a comment telling them they're tagged.

8 facts about me:
1.im black
2.i hate being judged before people get to know me
3.i am stuck to work with dumb people at school
4.i have dreams of huge success
5.i do my best to be a good friend
6.i hate being backstabbed by people who are supposed to be friends
7.i never had a girlfriend before
8.i hate when people assume stuff about me before they ask me themselves

i further elaborate but i really dont want to explain this.so there isnt a real point to this.